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Journal Entry: Wed Jun 24, 2015, 3:25 PM


For the last five years I have allowed myself to be isolated. These days there is only one friend that remains in my life and it's merely because she's female, as that's all I was convinced I'm allowed to have for friends. Men can't be trusted you know. Or at least that's what I've let myself be pushed into in my relationship.

For five years I've basically been alone. Five. Years. The only other friends I had were pushed away or I was manipulated into removing from my life simply because they were male. It's disgusting what I've allowed to let happen over these last years, and the only one left suffering from it is myself. Well no more. If someone wants to be my friend then why shouldn't they? Why should I have to fear repercussions from simply having friends? For years it's been drilled into me that males and females can't be friends, and even if they could why would you "risk it"? I'm asexual. The "risk" of being tempted to have sex with someone else is pretty damn minimal at best, and (sometimes unfortunately) I'm hopelessly loyal. It disgusts me to no end thinking about how my mere few friendships had come to an end, and I feel nothing but regret each day. I can't allow myself to be bullied into these things any more, and I'm no longer afraid to say no and tell it like it is. Life is what you make it, and this life needs to be reshaped...

Ugh...this journal is probably nonsense. I'm just grieving for my five years, I suppose.

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I am not a seamstress.
My work is a part of me, and not mindless dribble to make a few dollars, though I do sell a great number of my pieces to carry on.
I make a poor first impression...
For a great many reasons, I do not do custom orders...please don't ask for it.
I should do more painting and mixed media...I miss that.



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ABSTRACTSbySabina Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Sorry it's been awhile, just wanted to say thank you for the support!!
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ash-bunny Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2015   General Artist
No worries, you are most welcome :)
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ebbing-gale Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the faves and watch. Your designs are like mixed media and I like them.
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ash-bunny Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015   General Artist
You are most welcome, and thank you kindly.
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FeatherfromHeL Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Can I ask where you get your fabric?  Your assortment of colourful material is really inspiring.
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ash-bunny Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2015   General Artist
You most certainly can. Honestly, I've been collecting my fabrics for years now. It really did not happen overnight or even very quickly and they've come from all over the place. Different fabric shops (some of which no longer exist), etsy, ebay, and even yard sales...though the ones from yard sales I end up hoarding because t hey're an old fabric with a particular fabric that I end up going crazy for (lol). It's taken a long time but I do have quite a nice variety of colours and patterns. Considering I basically haven't gotten anywhere to get fabric in about 8 months now, it's a good thing I've amassed that much fabric in order to keep going all this time =P
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FlowerOfTheForest Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for adding my work to your :+fav:s

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I appreciate it a lot. Hula
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jessomie Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
i think you might be the coolest person on deviantArt... really impressed with your gallery, keep up the good work!
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ash-bunny Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2015   General Artist
You are too kind, and you are no slouch yourself judging from your beautiful gallery. Thank you for the lovely comment :)
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69SkullCandy69 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Your photography is amazing! OuO where do you buy or where do I buy from you?
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